We are giving lessons this year at our men’s retreat concerning the disciples of Jesus and what He taught them. This is a possible story from a man named Nicodemus.
My name is Nicodemus, I was a Pharisee. This
is my story of how I met Jesus and what He taught me.
The first
time I met Jesus, I was on assignment to watch a new so-called prophet who had
come on the scene. His name was John the Baptist. He was ornery and very blunt.
We knew at once that he wasn’t from God. We knew that if God sent anyone to
Israel that God would use a Pharisee or at least bring him to the Pharisees and
scribes for confirmation. John wanted nothing to do with us or the teachers of
God’s law. John delighted in preaching about sin and he thought even we
Pharisees were sinners. That showed how ignorant he was.
I was on the banks of the Jordan river
watching those weak willed sheep go to him and confess their sins for the whole
world to hear. Then John looked up at me and my companions. He said-
“You
brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come?
Mat 3:8 Bear fruit in keeping with repentance.
Mat 3:9 And do not presume to say to yourselves, ‘We
have Abraham as our father,’ for I tell you, God is able from these stones to
raise up children for Abraham.
Mat 3:10 Even now the axe is laid to the root of the
trees. Every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and
thrown into the fire.
I thought it strange that I was thinking of
Abraham and that since I was a child of Abraham I didn’t need be baptized or admit
any sin. It was gentile sinners that needed water cleansing and to clear their
consciences. I was a righteous Jew.
Then I saw Jesus for the first time. I wrote
down the conversation between Him and the Baptist.
Mat 3:13 Then Jesus came from Galilee to the Jordan to
John, to be baptized by him.
Mat 3:14 John
would have prevented him, saying, “I need to be baptized by you, and do
you come to me?”
Mat 3:15 But Jesus
answered him, “Let it be so now, for thus it is fitting for us to fulfill
all righteousness.” Then he consented.
We Pharisees had already heard of Jesus, but
we knew if He was really from God He would have allied Himself with we
Pharisees. Instead He joined company with the Baptist. He didn’t admit any sins
but he did let Old Camel Hair baptize himself. Then something happened that
I’ll never forget;
Mat 3:17 and behold, a voice from heaven said,
“This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased.”
The voice thundered and the ground seemed to
shake. Even the Baptist seemed shaken by it and treated Jesus as if He was God
himself.
I reported
back to the council what I saw and heard. We started having more and more
meetings to discuss what to do with these two trouble makers. Jesus had a large
following for some time and then he seemed to withdraw and concentrated his
teaching on just twelve followers. Why he picked those twelve I’ll never know.
The Zebedee boys were pretty wealthy and you would never dream they would leave
a good career as commercial fishermen to follow Jesus. The big guy, Peter, he
was all mouth and dumber than a post. But Jesus treated them like brothers and
best friends. In fact he treated everyone good except we Pharisees.
The biggest disappointment was that Jesus
healed everyone, even sinners that we knew that God had cursed. It seemed the
whole world was talking and infatuated with this deadbeat. He had no job and no
education. There were rumors that before His father died that they were
carpenters together and they specialized in oxen yokes. Another story was that
His mother claimed to have become pregnant after an angel had visited her. The
story we Pharisees decided to believe was that she had an affair with a Roman
soldier and Jesus was the result of that affair.
We Pharisees continued to gather information
and it was always confusing and impossible to know what the truth was, so I
decided to go see Him one night and learn more for myself. Many of my
colleagues were afraid of Him and intimidated by Him and yet I didn’t think He
was dangerous. We as a council had decided to accuse Him of sorcery and doing
His many miracles by the power of Satan, so I said to Him; “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God, for no one
can do these signs that you do unless God is with him.”I expected Him to defend His source of power as being from God and He changed thesubject on me. He said; “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one
is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God.”This made no sense to me. Instead of defending
Himself and proving He was doing miracles by the power of God He seemed to be
more interested in teaching me something.
So instead of asking Him again to defend
Himself I decided to try and understand what He was teaching here. So I asked; “How can a man be born when he is
old? Can he enter a second time into his mother’s womb and be born?”
Joh
3:5 Jesus answered, “Truly, truly,
I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the
kingdom of God.
Joh 3:6
That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the
Spirit is spirit.
Joh 3:7
Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’
Joh 3:8
The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound, but you do not
know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born
of the Spirit.”
I
will never forget that moonlit night. Just as He said “the wind blows where it
wishes” a huge gust of wind blew some dried leaves down the path and around us
and swept them away. I immediately thought of chaff being blown away by the
wind on a threshing floor and what the Baptist had said that day on the river.
Mat
3:12 His winnowing fork is in his hand,
and he will clear his threshing floor and gather his wheat into the barn, but
the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.”
I had never
been so confused before. The wind and the leaves were also troubling me. I was
convinced that Jesus had control over the wind. But what really shocked me was
He was far more concerned about me than He was about Himself. I had to admit I
was confused;
“How can these things be?”
Joh 3:10 Jesus
answered, “Are you the teacher of Israel and yet you do not understand
these things?
Jesus went
on for some time talking about God so loved the world that He didn’t want
anyone to perish or be chaff for the fire as I took it.
Later my
colleagues were even more baffled by how the people were accepting Jesus and
His teachings. What the Apostle John
wrote about this meeting is true;
Joh 7:42 Has not the Scripture said
that the Christ comes from the offspring of David, and comes from Bethlehem,
the village where David was?”
43 So there was a division among
the people over him.
44 Some of them wanted to arrest
him, but no one laid hands on him.
45 The officers then came to the
chief priests and Pharisees, who said to them, “Why did you not bring
him?”
46 The officers answered,
“No one ever spoke like this man!”
47 The Pharisees answered them,
“Have you also been deceived?
48 Have any of the authorities or
the Pharisees believed in him?
49 But this crowd that does not
know the law is accursed.”
50 Nicodemus, who had gone to him
before, and who was one of them, said to them,
51 “Does our law judge a man
without first giving him a hearing and learning what he does?”
52 They replied, “Are you
from Galilee too? Search and see that no prophet arises from Galilee.”
After Jesus
was crucified we realized that Jesus was born in Bethlehem and was of the tribe
of Judah and the house of David. My fellow Pharisees had never bothered to
check out His linage or place of birth.
But I was
bothered by the “born again” term that Jesus used on me the night of our meeting
under the cover of darkness. Jesus had expected me to know the doctrine of this
term :born again”. I searched until I found it and I realized Jesus knew far
more about the Word of God than any of us experts in the Law. I found it from
the pen of Ezekiel the Prophet.
and you shall be clean from all your uncleannesses, and
from all your idols I will cleanse you.
Eze 36:26 And I
will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will
remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.
27 And I will put
my Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes and be careful to
obey my rules.
After the
Day of Pentecost the Ezekiel passage really hit home. Jesus gave me a new heart
of flesh and I was born of the Spirit. I was really born twice, once when my
mother’s water broke and I was physically born and once when I accepted what
Jesus did on the cross and paid for my sins. I was forgiven by God.
Joseph and I
took down Jesus body and put it in Joseph’s tomb after they crucified Him. My
fellow Pharisees broke the law they taught several times to convict Jesus of
things He was not guilty of. I knew the tomb could not hold Jesus and it
didn’t, he showed Himself many times after his death.
The things I learned most from Jesus was his
self sacrifice. He used every moment for others. The night we met he was really
busy and yet I had his undivided attention and his whole focus was on me and
where I was headed and correcting my thinking. His miracles were never to get
attention to Himself or make money. Every doctor charges for his services but
Jesus just wanted people to be whole and trust God. God was glorified in every
act and every teaching. When Jesus said “that God so loved the world that He
gave His only begotten Son” He really meant it.
Signed;
Nicodemus, from Pharisee to follower of Christ.